The unseen battle
November is here. I am terrified of going to sleep or waking up. On Nov. 24th, 2014, Joey was airlifted from Cincinnati Children’s to Shands. 5:50pm on Nov. 26th, he took the last breath....
oh the places you’ll go
Dear Joey, You don’t know mommy hid things from you in the house. I once bought 12 used sets of Lego Technic from someone and hid them in the closet. I let you play...
Children’s Day
Today is International Children’s Day. I think of those children I met in the last two years, some passed and some are still fighting, newly diagnosed cases are coming up everyday. Globally, there are...
Lucas
Life is getting harder and harder. Even when I’m busy, I feel like an empty shell with a lonely soul wandering around. The hardest part is to watch the loved ones suffer in front...
World Cancer Day
Today is World Cancer Day. There are many pictures I want to post, pictures of kids we lost, pictures of kids still fighting, pictures of survivors. But today I think of one picture. This...
Your eyes
Dear Joey, I’m holding this card and pin, and crying at the door when the postman handed me the box. I have been waiting for this for two months. Today they finally arrived. Dear...
Empty bucket
Dear Joey, Today I read a book to David called Have You Filled a Bucket Today? I really like the book. It says, “Everyone carries an invisible bucket. You feel very happy and good...
A sky full of stars
Dear Joey, How is your new year? Some people say there is no concept of time in heaven. Is it really like what the Bible says “With the Lord a day is like a...
Christmas Eve
Dear Joey, Mommy joined a facebook group where parents share stories of their child in heaven. From time to time, there are people mentioning signs of their heavenly child coming back, like a child’s...
Silent night
Dear Joey, Mommy had thought I would feel less pain if I get out of house. But I was wrong. Grocery shopping is a pain. When I pass by your favorite snacks, I want...
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