Empty. They are all empty now. All the rooms. I don’t know how I survived packing up his stuff. I have been dreading this date, the date l have to put away his belongings...

I have always been drawn to the ocean. All the cities we have lived so far, there is ocean within two hours of drive. It’s endless. It’s calm. It’s relaxing. It’s full. It’s magnificent....

A friend came to visit and gave little David a present. David told her:”Joey is away from home for a long time now.” Then I realized he meant Joey might want a Christmas present...

Everything here is so beautiful. Physically I enjoy the breathtaking scenery and sense of peace, but mentally don’t. It’s so strange. I feel like watching a movie while watching other people having fun. Their...

November is here. I am terrified of going to sleep or waking up. On Nov. 24th, 2014, Joey was airlifted from Cincinnati Children’s to Shands. 5:50pm on Nov. 26th, he took the last breath....

Dear Joey, You don’t know mommy hid things from you in the house. I once bought 12 used sets of Lego Technic from someone and hid them in the closet. I let you play...